final papers @ TAPS
hmm.. im at work right now and im so ready to do my final paper for edu92b.but i wanted to check tumblr and holy fuck i cant wait to go home. or can i?
anywho i have conjuctivitis. a slighter version of pink eye but uh not as contaigious?
ok i really dont know what to write. but i just felt like writing something. im super bored at work and only 2 people have caled intoday..not even to make a reservation. haha.
well back to hmwk. im lookin forward to smoking that brithday blunt with vashanti. later!
my craigslist post for my room
OPEN HOUSE 6:30 PM. PLEASE E-MAIL WITH PHONE NUMBER IF INTERESTED SO I COULD CALL YOU BACK ASAP :) TRYING TO FIND REPLACEMENT TENANT ASAP 750 + utilities (about 50.00) +1000 sec deposit (which would be returned after lease)= large furnished room in beach bungalow located on 9th ave and eaton room upstairs includes high ceilings, queen futon, dresser, closet and/or full or twin matress parking spaces available and twin lakes beach is a 2 minute walk down the block share bathroom with 1 housemate upstairs house furnished w/ wireless internet plenty of storage space (2 fridges, empty garage) housemates are three very social, outgoing, and friendly female 2nd years at ucsc lease must be signed, w/ references and a ucsc online housing application. no pets january’s rent will be cheaper since i’ve paid for this month, so we could prorate it. lease is till june 19th 09 THANKS!
im homesick, and i haven't even left home
i love la. i love my family. i love my friends. i just love la. everything is here and im just so comfortable. i don’t know how i’ll feel once i’m up in santa cruz. i know i’ll feel super lonely especially since i’m driving up there ALONE for 6 hours. oh man. i want to pray:
God. please guide me and help me get to my destination safely. and please help me find someone to rent out my room. please help me to be civil and fair. kind and forgiving. please help me to make good decisions. thanks. i love you…
today was a nice day and since it was so eventful i’m really going to miss home. this is a dreamworld.
it's been so long
i wont be able to catch up..or maybe i will someday but for now, let me just jot down a few new years resolutions…
1. work out betch
2. run everyday (yeah right)
3. play brain age on my nintendo ds which i got for xmas
4. write in a journal
5. smile and be nice, if not, be civil
so thats it. oh and i should drink water more often. im pretty excited for the new year to start. im not as excited to go back to santa cruz. right now im trying to move out of my room becuase my housemates are disrespectful and self centered. way too dramatic. but until i find that person i have to live there for now. but lucky. i have ehson. and i know this is horrible, but the main reason why im excited to be back in sc. to see him..and well to start working on my major. which will be theatre and a minor in education. hopefully this al works well.
but i pray to God that God will help me find my place in college. where to live, who my friends are, who to love, and what to do. bad decision making will help me in the future, but because of my stupidity, i’ll have to deal with it. ya you cunt deal with that shit!
alright happy new year in case i dont write earlier..ill really try to keep this updated!
Labor Day Weekend
Hello!! On Sunday, my brother and I went to Calabassas. Our Tita Rox, Uncle Gary, and their two daughters Hanna and Sofee live in their Calabassas valley mansion. As we drove up Calabassas parkway, it felt like we were going up to the OC. bitches. Seriously, these houses are like millions of dollars. I never knew my Aunt and Uncle were this ballin, but I guessss.
We swam in their chlorinated salt water infinity pool. The girls are cute. Kind of spoiled. I guess if you the money? I don’t know, but if I had to baby-sit them again, I’d get frustrated. Spoiled little princesses. None the less…they’re pretty fuckin cute.
After Calabassas, we went to my brother’s friends house to play some beer pong. It was a bp tourny, so they had trophies! Oh how I wanted them! But we got second place out of 12 teams. Not bad. Good job kuya! I had fun, and good thing I didn’t get as shwasted as I thought I would. We passed out at his friend’s house, so when I woke up, of course I woke up to his mom eating. Pretty embarrassing because I was all sprawled out on their couch haha. We got home at 8, passed out till 3, and went to Miguel’s LMU pad. Pretty cute house with a pool. It’s like a cabana.
My brother got my Mike hard cranberry lemonade, which I’m not going to lie, is pretty damn good. I chugged my 6-pack, but only to hydrate myself though.
I went night swimming. Pretty fun. Overall good labor-day weekend.
Today, I woke up at 4 and couldn’t sleep till 7. I stayed up watching Saved by the Bell and FUll House. Pretty good shit as well.
Now, I’m just home. Doing the usual. Listening to DISTURBIA. That song puts you in a trance man. I want a two-ring ring with my name on it.
I’ll write more later. 12 days till I move to Santa Cruz!
Last Saturday of August...already?
Today’s the last Saturday of August, so that means I’ll be going back to Santa Cruz in two weeks. Summer flew by, yet majority of the time, I did nothing. Well, not really, but that’s how I feel.
Hopefully I keep this tumblr thang updated. It’s a great idea. Especially if you smoke lots of weed and forget what happens in your life on a daily basis. Haha. But uhm seriously. Whoever reads this, please remind me that I have one and I should definitely write about my day, how I feel, my lifee..my life..my lifee (weezy just popped in my head).
So i’ve noticed, it’s going to be hella hard trying to be all grammatically correct all the time. Capitalizing my I’s, periods, commas. But I’ll try. This will be good for writing 2 since I didn’t pass that bitch of a class.
Anyway. Since this is my first entry, maybe I’ll reflect and type about what’s been going on. This summer, highlights have definitely been the time spent with my boyfriend (I’ll talk about him later)! As well as my boyfriend, it’s always a treat to see my high school and elementary friends. I’ve spent most of my time with family and my Aunt Zuzanna, though.
My summer started off with a complete shock. My Aunt Zuzanna’s young Chris passed away during finals week and my parents told me when they came up to move me out. My first reaction said it all: I threw up. It’s still unbelievable, but I know Chris has been my guardian angel since. I love you Chris, sorry I never told you earlier.
Anyway, I didn’t get to see as much of my friends as I would have liked to, and yeah it is my fault. I think I kept to myself this summer. Didn’t really feel the need to call anyone, although I should have, since everyday I basically woke up at 11 AM, watched TV, ate, and slept. So to all my friends and whoever reads this: my bad. I’m usually pretty good at keeping in touch, but I guess this summer hadn’t worked out.
I took an 8 day sociology summer school class at LACC. Got a B+. Pretty gnar because I was denotsed the whole time and took the class with Mark Javier, his girlfriend Jos, and this rich gay guy from USC, Elias.
I also bought a bike this summer, for 200 fucking dollars, which I haven’t ridden often because it’s fuckin hott in LA. Btw, I’m broke like Owen Wilson’s fuckin nose.
I’ve applied to literally more than 10 jobs and didn’t get hired, so I gave up half way through summer. My parents feel sorry for me, so they give me money whenever I go out. I’m such a bum.
This summer I’ve been to Norcal to visit Joyce, Ehson, Vasean, Tina, Jane, and Conor. While I was up there, I went to SLO with Ehson and his close friends. We stayed at his friend’s girlfriend’s house which was pretty much amazing. On the way back, I totaled his car, on accident though. It was the scariest shit of my life. The two of us got out of the car without a scratch. Thanks Chris. It was a total shock, but thank God Ehson was with me. After being stirred up, I felt so safe when he just held me. He’s such an incredible person in my life, and I’m so glad and blessed I met him. I also went down south to San Diego with Patryze to, again, stay with Ehson and his friends, and visit Jennifer, and Stephanie. That trip was wonderful, as well. I’m hella dark because of it. But after sd, Ehson came up to LA with me and stayed with me for about 27 hours. haha.
Mid-august, Jane visited and so I drove her ass to spend time with Darren, Adonis, Jason, Michael, and Caitlin drove up to LA and spent some time with her. That visit got pretty weird, maybe I’ll write about that stay for another entry.
Let’s talk about Santa Cruz, since really, I feel like college at SC has been the greatest year of my life so far. One word to describe Santa Cruz= Surreal. I went there knowing no one. I left for summer knowing some of the best, funniest, real, craziest, talented, genuine people I’ve ever met. There’s too many people to mention, but I’ve made a good group of friends. So, I don’t think I’ve changed my personality, but a few things have changed. Because of all the freedom I’ve had in college, in the fuckin forest, I’ve definitely explored who I am and what the world has had to offer me the past 19 years. Drugs. Alcohol.Thedifferentsexsex.Drugs.Drugs. Some pretty crazy shit. And I’ve loved every moment of this learning experience.
In two weeks, I’ll be moving into a beach house with my four best girlfriends Ashley, Jackie, and Jane. Ashley is the best dancer, loud, responsible, smart, and funny ass white girl, who smokes and drinks a lot. Jackie is the jewish, gorgeous, talented, artistic, man eater, who smokes and drinks a lot. Jane is the crazy, business, cooking, mother-like korean, who smokes and drinks a lot. And I am the dark, loud, spontaneous, funny filipino, who smokes and drinks a lot. It’ll definitely be crazy fun! I mean, cmon! Living in a house?! With your friends?! FORREALL?! It’ll be a roller coaster, but when it does, hopefully I’ll be able to flee to my boyfriends house. hahh.. yay!
Now. My boyfriend. Ehson Mortezaie. Ehs-on Mor-teh-zie. Not as-on. Ehs-on. I met him on May 17th, he asked me out on May 27th, and so far, it’s been surreal bliss. He’s made me feel a feeling I thought I wouldn’t have felt in a long time. It usually takes a lot to keep me interested in a boy; but Ehson is my generous, cute, mellow, clever, caring, genuine, sexy, funny, adoring, incredible, talented, interesting, smart, special man who’s got me head over heels. He inspires me to start my next college year seriously and responsibly, just enough time to party, study, and… work out? haha. Did I mention he’s on the basketball team? Thus making him my MVP. On the real, I think I’m most excited to start the year just so I can spend my time with him. How could I not when he does absolutely everything to me, when he’s not even physically with me in LA? I’ll drop the L bomb right now, but only becuase we’ve been together for 3 months…I love how I’m not a LESBIAN!! :)
Now that I’ve rambled about my boyfriend, all I can really think about is him. SO in saying all this and that, I’ll end it right here. This has actually been fun, the highlight of my oh so exciting “last Saturday of August” night.
